Choo Choo Interlude

Amtrak Train in Station

 

Sometimes an artist just needs to go wandering. It’s good for refreshment, perspective, inspiration. Good for body, mind, spirit. In college I took the train back to school in Santa Barbara a couple of times. It was better by far than a rideshare car, the Greyhound or a small plane. For one thing, the train is smooth and level, and for another, one can walk around. Plus that particular section of Amtrak’s Coast Starlight – San Jose to Santa Barbara – passes by always-interesting and at times spectacular, world-class countryside. So, while I have been away from the studio and exhibits this week, I have not been without a fascinating and poignant trip to stir up the juices. Here are some highlights from the journey South.

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Defectology and PTCS

 

Nina's Adventures Cartoon Panel
Nina’s Adventures by Nina Paley 7-1-92

For this discussion, PTCS means “Post Traumatic Critique Syndrome” and Defectology, means focusing on lack and limitation.

 

A Story

I can still see my Beginning Painting instructor’s bushy 70s walrus mustache motating as he critiqued – no, outright criticized – my certainly awful attempt at the current assignment: paint a self-portrait as a famous person. On a 3’x4′ canvas I had modeled a full-bodied gesture of Greek-robed, barefooted Isadora Duncan in mid-bound and was having trouble putting my features onto it at all convincingly. I particularly remember the mustache’s emphatic contract/expand curl as he sneered the word “dumpy” in slow motion. “IS-a-dora DUN-can WAS NOT DUM-PEE! ” he intoned as he was actually looking down his nose at me.

Thing is, this guy worked hard in his critiques at tearing apart the whole line-up of our work. I was not singled out here, but by the time he got to me I was seething. At the sight of that slo-mo sneering ‘stache, I blinked. Out of hot shame and powerlessness, I sputtered back with all I had: my born fightin’ Ulster-Scot sense of justice and fairplay. “We already know our work is bad!!!!!” I yelped,  “Why don’t you help us see what’s good about it???? Or at least suggest what we could try to make it better????”

I wish I could tell you what happened afterwards, or even the rest of the semester, but soon after that episode I had an emergency appendectomy and took an Incomplete. Within the year allowed to remedy the INC, I returned to his office with several other paintings I had done without the torment of his criticism. I got a B. Not sure it’s a direct consequence, but I have never taken another painting class.

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“Trying is the First Step Towards Failure”

Group of Cracked Ceramics with Tags of the Reason Why

 

Thank you Homer Simpson for the wisdom.

Certainly with clay one is trying at every stage in the learning and the making. Try as one might, however, the clay remembers it all, especially in the kiln. Cracking happens. Warpage appears. Or worse.

With failure, one learns to try differently. (Or moves on to something less fraught with it than ceramics?)

With application and repetition, one’s work becomes longer-considered, better designed, meticulously executed, lovingly cleaned-up, patiently dried, respectfully handled, thoughtfully decorated, slowly fired. And carefully assessed. Or not.

The pitfalls of the haphazard are hopefully mostly skirted. Yet, with new work, new hazards await, along with new unknown but certain failures.

Plus, with any keen observation and learning connected to one’s passion,  standards rise, tolerations lower. Old successes are now designated failures.

It’s highly personal, but Perfection is not the goal either. There will always be pieces on a spectrum of better or worse.

If trying is (somewhat humorously) the first step towards failures amid the successes, so be it.

–Liz Crain, who was once told she was “being too hard on herself”  (by a relatively sloppy potter in her opinion) when she did not allow cracked and obviously repaired work into her First Tier. She considers the “failures” in the photo up top evidence of her personal standards of excellence. She’s a QA Team of One. Some of those pieces may be corrected and/or re-fired, but then again knowing when to hold ’em and when to fold ’em is part of this art as well and they may not be worth the time. After patching, grinding, staining, refiring, she may still have just been polishing turds and been better off starting afresh, letting the Failures be just that: a natural part of the trying.

 

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Beastly Beauty Baseline

 

celadon teabowl by Kathryn McBride

 

So, I enrolled in a Philosophy class.  With a taunting title like “Beastly Beauty: The Value That Astounds, Confounds, Perplexes and Vexes Us” how could I not?  It’s basically an Aesthetics course taught by a scary smart über-organized professor. (Uh Oh…she means it and students must too.) And a lyrical comedienne. (Whew, we can relax and be real.)

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The Ur-HOME

Ceramic Bowl with Hopi Creation Myth Figures
“Sipa Pu: Hopi Creation Myth” by Dawn Motyka, Ceramic

 

If you ask over 80 artists to create art around the theme of “HOME,” especially if you incite them to go long by suggesting “HOME can be a source of identity, a state of being, a repose of security, a place to belong, a war zone, an inalienable right,” you’re bound to see an intimately idiosyncratic array of responses. And that is most certainly true at the current home-themed exhibit at the Pajaro Valley Arts Gallery.

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R&D for Homefire 1957

Photos, clip art and articles about Sputnik 1

 

More fun than finishing a work of art is thinking it up. It’s a delicious brakeless state with only green lights. In the cornball can-do spirit of “Hey, let’s put on a show!” I just know my efforts will turn out swell. Probably sweller.

This gathering stage, where my Muses and Idea Wizards cavort, is a freewheeling arena for me, the born researcher. At home in my element, I track like a coonhound on a scent trail, baying at my brilliance. I love nothing better than stroking and weaving the esoteric threads of my curiosity.

I might like the Research part a little too much, though, because sooner than I often expect, the Task Warrior needs to step in as Project Manager, make some grown-up decisions and get the practical Development part going. It’s not a seamless procedure, but it’s clear that deep research leads to optimum choices which leads to swell art.

Let’s explore how this R&D cha-cha played out for my ceramic incinerator sculpture “Homefire 1957,” which I am detailing in a series of posts, of which this is the second.  (Links to the other posts in this series are below.) I ended up with a inch thick file folder of sketches, finishing notes, reference photos and typography images. The goal in gathering so much was to discover the juiciest visual and verbal inspirations, edit like crazy, and find the way to arrange them to suit the poetry of the piece.

The main research threads for this piece included:

Sputnik 1: When was it launched?  What did it look like? Why could I see it in the LA twilight with my dad? What about that October Sky movie? What was Sputnik’s impact on the world? What happened to it? What did a person look like when they were staring up and pointing at it?  Sputnikburgers, anyone?

Backyard Incinerators: While I knew some of their history from the making of that first incinerator sculpture, now I needed to make its story personal. I revisited my original files, asked my mom to reminisce with me, and poked around online to see what more has turned up in the past seven years. I learned about the first smoggy day in 1943 – they thought it was a new form of warfare – and the beginning of the fight for clean air.  But I still don’t know where all those bulky backyard buddies went when the ban was enacted.

Style and Lettering: I wanted to both blend and contrast a dramatic Soviet propaganda poster style with a Space Age graphics vibe and I needed scads of examples of both. I also wanted to write “Sputnik” in a Cyrillic alphabet, to carve “Traveling Companion” in a 50s  retro typeface, and to hand-write those Latin phrases in the swirly incinerator smoke. The stylized space stars were easy.

Colors: The Soviet poster colors won: black, red, yellow and white it was.

Techniques: I knew I wanted to do the whole form in Sgraffito Technique which involves covering the leatherhard piece with a thick coat of black underglaze, transferring designs onto the surface and carving parts of the black away to create high contrast. The rest of the colors would come after the first bisque firing. From thumbnails to final drawings, more decisions/edits were made, but by that point it was pretty clear how the whole piece would work.

 

Final sketches for Homefire 1957 ceramic incinerator sculpture

 

My late mentor, Kathryn McBride, routinely astounded students with her ability to work in clay with elegance and precision at a tiny-tiny-tiny scale. One semester, during her routine slideshow of her work, she heard the gasps of astonishment and said sweetly, “Yes, I have always enjoyed working quite small and detailed and I have quit apologizing for it!” As for me, I’m not routinely astounding anyone but myself, for the most part, but I will own up to the fact that digging deeply into a constellation of subjects and creating a synthesis from them is one of my juiciest joys. And I have quit apologizing for it.

Liz Crain — who has never really been good at keeping a sketchbook, even though “everyone” says to. Perhaps she will start.

 

Series Links

“Homefire 1957” Series

 

“HOME” Exhibit Series

 

Exhibit Details: “HOME” Member’s Exhibit 2016, July 6 – August 7, Opening Reception July 10th 2-4PM,  Pajaro Valley Arts Gallery, 37 Sudden St., Watsonville, CA

 

 

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